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5-2  News

Hey..couple things coming up that you should check out if you're around the area.

5-12 Senior Music Recital at the First Church in Sterling
5-20 Kids Performing for Peace at the First Church in Leominster
7-5 Show at Java Hut, me with Andy Cary

My CD will be done in the next few weeks, so let me know if you want to buy one.

4-12 - RIP KV







Here I write.

I press squares on this black rectangle, which send little messages at lightning speed to this other black rectangle I have, which sends said messages to yet another black rectangle, eventually making its way to other rectangles. At this point, I have probably considered what I have written and decided that it is nothing but garbage - untrue to whatever I was thinking upon pressing squares and completely worthless.

This comes from cynicism. Cynicism is an interesting little thing that involves questioning things, oftentimes calling it stupid. I am a cynic. It sucks. I deal with this by making music, which you can listen to here if you wonder what I sound like.

If you just tried to click on that underlined word "here," and it did not take you to another series of scribbles and doodles showing you my music, you feel a strange feeling. That is how you feel when an asshole has done something completely unnecessary just to feel a little bit smarter for a few seconds.

Here is my music page. That's really it. You can tell because it's a different color. My music page is part of an enormous and possibly evil series of websites called "myspaces." I have two. I could talk about how cynical I am towards myspace, but that would make me a hypocrite, something I'm giving up for lent. And I use the term "Lent," in that context, to mean "the rest of my life."

If you just felt offended that I used the term "Lent" for something other than for it's actual purpose, that's because it is "sacrilegious" to use a term pertaining to religion in a non-religious way. My cynicism has seeped into my religious beliefs, making me wonder what's real and what's not. I decided that nothing's real, so we're allowed to believe whatever makes us happy. Kurt Vonnegut told me that.

Kurt Vonnegut told me a lot of things that make me feel okay.

I'm currently listening to Sufjan Stevens. I do this sometimes. One of the only times I don't feel cynical is when I listen to Sufjan Stevens, because he is much more than I will ever be. Same with Thom Yorke.

I drive slowly, and I stay home a lot. I don't drink alcohol or do drugs or smoke cigarettes or post naked pictures of myself online for other rectangles to show. I don't need anything more to incriminate me than I already have.

Enjoy



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